I got Molly to run doo    go up to myself    to do but I    anyalked    to    sound like in to see me or    in but    o e on so . Cel    to    he mornin.

        out on tea and I    guess    t of said somet oldern me.

        ten years maybe. I told    Id e to tell    old s.

        set ttin in a stle and    glass of tea in    knoo say so I just s    up and    te some time. And t look at me,    looked out across t rifles I ever sa knoo say. I said: Yessir.

        nam you know.

        I said I didnt kno.

        in n deals.

        No sir. .

        raised t way, he said.

        Yessir.

        as you in the war?

        Yes I re.

        to visit several families of buddies of        made it back.    up.    knoo say to em. tin t    in    tand.

        Yessir. I    uand t.

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        urned and looked at me. And t    older. ell you it nam brougry to its knees. But I    never believed t. It    the cake.

        e didnt o give to em to take over t em    rifles I    dont kno muc go to . You    t go to    God. I dont knoo    one    es. I surely dont.

        And t ty muc ime. t day o be my last day in to t. I drove back to    I-10 along to Cook 501. I tried to put tive but sometimes youre just too close to it. Its a lifes o see yourself    for    be    is somet     to be . Ive t about ed to be a la of me t ed to be in cty muced on it.

        anted people to listen to    t of me too t just    ed to pull everbody ba t. If Ive tried to cultivate anyts been t.

        I t is to e and I dont care akes. And    it ain us. talk to, if you could of told em t treets of    our texas to even uand,    flat out    of believed you. But old em it    is signs and    it dont tell you    got t    dont tell you not s fixin to    get,    of it    I could at least some t    and I guess I just do    knoalkin about.    goin to get better o stand for somet I dont    I once did. Asked to believe in    somet not s t it even    . Seen any number of believers fall away.

        Ive been forced to look at it again and Ive been forced to look at myself. For better or    for    kno kno I o ts of doubts before. If Im     e at a price. Pretty good price too. old tin s first didnt    take me to mean it literally but I told . I told y er seo even vote for me. I told    feel    rigakin t mean t and I told    it ever     over too and I dont knoo do about t eit set time. I didnt t        done. Finally I just said: Loretta, I t do it no more. And so quit o quit. I    aint a. I never    up. I     as soon t it    of got told but t it in t up to    Ozona and talked to trict attorney up talk to t    Mexis laed and maybe testify at trial but t hey would do.

        Meanin t t do not and of course it didnt    e to not ty. So I    up to sville to see        dorial and all and    did y me?

        And I said I didnt bring    I must     on    t ty-five,    forty year old. Spoke good engliso    I didnt e up to be    insulted but I just ed o kno I do I could for    I    t and    rared bad laug you in diapers yet? I s t son    of a bitc beto    to grease.

        ell. tty good. If I     guard    of said word one. And . .

        I seen t ty prosecutor in out of t a little to talk to    and opped and visited some. I didnt tell         me tryin to    man and    could of put toget know.

        ask me not    ask me hin.

        t dont ask a lot of questions. One is too dumb to and t o. Ill leave it to you to guess andin time in told    me t    of laorney for a ed.     to spend t of o on a daily basis just as a matter of course. I told    a laime told me    t i just    follo so sure about t.    about t and    ty muco agree    la follo and    save you.    it dont k. Finally I asked him if he knew who    Mammon was. And he said: Mammon?

        Yes. Mammon.

        You mean like in God and Mammon?

        Yessir.

        ell,    say as I do. I knos in t the devil?

        I dont knoo look it up. I got a feelin I ougo know w is.

        be getting ready to take up the    spare bedroom.

        ell, I said, t o familiarize myself    s.

        ion. ery man    you t trooper and burned    do you kno him?

        I dont kno.

        Yeah.

        ty muc.

        Is ty much or is he one?

        No,    t. But he is.

        you    o    him.

        I said t    about it sind I to ion is t ain tain    t you    you may very    be    equal to and I t t its real and    not just in your    all t sure    is you have said.

        Loretta did say oo t t it    my fault and I    said it    t too. I told    if you got a bad enougay out of it. And t.

        t    to tarted to go back to t topped and    about    and    to ta and got    out into tled at call door do th his ears sciss.

        ting talked to t. Feels good to be out, dont it. You knos all rig    you    it. ell find em.

        Forty minutes later opped and sat tc ridge to tting o of t, tain of it folloill air. ts my    yonder, old t always was.

        toget to arners ell and dismounted and sat uonanks. Late in t be    seein them much longer.

        Se in the year, she said.

        You e it.

        Leavin here?

        Leavin here.

        Im all right.

        Because of me t it?

        S a certain age I dont guess thing as    good ge.

        I guess rouble then.

        ell be all rigo like havin you home for dinner.

        I like bein ime.

        I remember old ter or for    I    didnt say not lunch.

        Bell smiled. Ill bet she wishes he could e home now.

        Ill bet soo. Ill bet I do, for t matter.

        I s ougo of said t.

        You didnt say nothin wrong.

        Youd say t anyways.

        ts my job.

        Bell smiled. You    tell me if I he wrong?

        Nope.

        if I ed you to?

        tough.

        ctle brindled desert doves e stooping in u. Is    t true? he said.

        Pretty muc altogether.

        Is t a good idea?

        ell, sever it    youd get it figured out h no help from me.

        And if it    disagreed about I re Id get over it.

        not.

        S    it up, ss nice just to be here.

        Yes mam. It is indeed.
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