A cell able cell, a lamp for me; a narro and flo bulked out of the gloom.
"I s a of my bed linen and ," I said.
"O; said t, fixing upon me wide and suddenly melanc;O. You are a woman of ;
And il I submitted to ts I may not o my unspoken demand, t clapped his hands.
"to assuage your loneliness, madame. . ."
A knog and clattering be glides a soubrette from aa, -broakes me a moment tle cap, e stogs, ticoats. S sinkles as sowards me on iny wheels.
"Not; said t.
My maid ed, bo seam at trudes t delicately balanced system of cords and pulleys in the world.
"e s," t said. "e surround ourselves instead, for utility and pleasure, no less ve gentlemen."
ttei, and offered me tion of s my c makes me cougs tole mirror.
I sa not my o t of my fat on ts palace as t. , you self-deluding fool, are y still? And drunk, too. ossed back umbler away.
Seeing my astonis, t took t, polis , bae. Now all I saw was myself, , pale enougo need my maids supply e.
I urn in ts footsteps patter doone passage. Meano poting u, as it turned out, s inexible; soon s more languorously, al sloation of fatigue, il tes separated t of tune and plopped like single raindrops and, as if sleep aken last so sleep, I ion but to do so too. I dropped on the narrow bed as if felled.
time passed but I do not kray a it doook from it a little so me.
I turned away my head.
"O; Suc cracked crously unfaste lay a single diamond earring, perfect as a tear.
I s and tossed it into a er. t must urbed t as if to reprimand me, letting out a rippling fart of gavotte. till again.
"Very ; said t, put out. And indicated it ime for me to visit my again. let me le natural ligerior of t I could not tell .
You t sa ured calm, tifling air remained just as it , still traced ture on the same fire burned.
take off my clot girl? Is t all you of me?
"t of a young ladys skin t no man ; stammered t.
I ing bargain. t so little give it; I did not o speak for t to uand me.
A tear came from s ribboned weig say, ing claws.
tear caugside my door.
arrived again er in to t one lay. t ttered but did not offer to lead me to t again. Instead, iatingly and fided: "My master, e to go riding."
"s t;
ion of a gallop and, to my amazement, tunelessly croaked: "tantivy! tantivy! a-ing ;
"Ill run ao ty."
"O; ;Are you not a woman of ;
clicked and jangled into tation of life. So to fetc over ic arm my riding . Of all t, t Id left berunk in a loft in try side Petersburg t long ago, before, even, out on to t my old nurse perfect to t button on t sleeve, tur in my spriremble in its frame; s across Europe to me? At ed t democraagi on? Or, so accept it as proof of to me: t, if you hing is possible?
"tantivy," suggested t, evidently c t. t out to me and I alloo so it as if relutly, alto get out into thly palace, even in supany.
t t day in; I sa it ing for us, striking sparks from tiles ient ablemates lolled at ease among trae speeco keep out trutted about, peg at ears of . ttle black gelding resonated i roof as in a sounding box and I kneo ride.
I alures, sucivity in tional restraint of energy at trung ers. I lirruped and o my sing lips. ttle s trompe loeil foliage beed o o a grave grey mare. No natural o o a spar.
Cold, t m, yet dazzling er sunlig ina. t t seemed to go speak carried it i out at stirred t did not lift ts.
A bereft landscape in ter lay all about us, trag itself toated s irrecilable cry.
A profound sense of strangeness sloo possess me. I kne, in any ainer and ter for c t of tted oo a different logic til my fato ts by ain fearfulness still; but, I muality just as t to all t exactly like t one single soul in t ion all arous and riders, bot amongst us not one soul, eit religions in tate categorically t not beasts nor antial tes of Eden a Eve and umble out. Uand, t t say I privately engaged iapion as o tainly meditated on ture of my oate, and sold, passed from o clockted only tative life amongst men t the doll-maker had given her?
Yet, as to true nature of tyle t made me recall out ing on I ion.
e came to t see across it, so still er t it scarcely seemed to floo drink. t cleared , about to speak; privacy, beyond a brake of er-bare rushes, a hedge of reeds.
"If you let your clot;
I involuntarily shook my head --
"-- you must, t of my master, naked."
ted me; all at once I t I could bear t of ever me keenly, as if urgi my feet. I was far from home.
"You," said t, "must."
refuse, I broug a gust of t ers cloak to s irred. tiger t is not reciprocal. t learn to run igers.
A great, feliary of bars terrible . le tread. ting vewin suns.
I felt my breast ripped apart as if I suffered a marvellous moved foro cover up er no I said: "No." tiger sat still as a , in t y to do me no Petersburg, t of tivity. Not y.
I tened my jacket, to s I le, for no man s ted my fingers so; and a certain trepidatiotle article of ery before not be, in itself, grand enougo satisfy ations of us, si e during time ing. ttered in the river.
I se skin, my red nipples, and turo coo, eously curious as to ture of loure. till again.
t off toget on iger running before I liberty for t time in my life. ter sun began to tarnised from turo t mounted again on o all appearances, a man, o tracks t we behind us.
t did not returo my cell but, instead, to a, if old-fasreasury of Oriental carpets, tintinnabulation of cut-glass clered ruck rainboiy diamond earrings, t lay on my neable at ive maid stood ready ending to fix ts in my ears, I took t it of one of its magic fits again and I did not see my o but t of my fat first I t me. tification.
, I sa table no a tremendous pile of banknotes. My fatances ly barbered, smart need glass of sparkling veo . t ly, as if it been a sig runks ure. Could he so easily leave me here?
te on table quite clearly. "tely." Some iated a liaison t at all. For, at t moment, t k my door to annou I mig any time er, and tle gratuity, ts m gift, in wo pack me up and send me off.
t asked politely t I y at t opportunity inued bonnily to beam. I of my fater.
"Leave me alone," I said to t.
o lock took off my riding , left it , o my s, my arms dropped to my sides. I omed to nakedness. I o my o to take off all my clot t ed a little t I o give it is not natural fo naked, not since first ripping off my o and tood poised in tion of life, co te meat of trad, if s see me, t place, cake no at of your existence.
And it seemed my entire life, since I t gaze of eyes like ark, except for ears. I return to o keep me from ting raced along to t to guide me.
No respoo my tentative rap on his door.
t e creature, covered e muzzle, tlest creature in ttle to see my fine furs and je deal of tender ceremony, removed to a pack of black squeaking rats t rattled immediately doairs on ttle feet and to sig bos room.
t on ed on eacy . t lay broken in pieces on ticks tered from tinguisuck by its oo telpiece lit tigers eyes.
ip of ail tc t bethe gnawed and bloody bones. he will gobble you up.
Nursery fears made fles and most arc. t and e, so a peaceable kingdom in e need not be my extin.
still as stone. ened of me than I was of him.
I squatted on t straretc my t, loo smell my fear; .
Sloowards me.
A tremendous t makes turn, filled ttle room; o purr.
t tters batter til t apart a in te ligiles came craso tyard far beloions of ions of to dance. I t: "It egrate."
o me, until I felt t of my ongue, abrasive as sandpaper. ";
And eacroke of ongue ripped off skin after successive skin, all t be patina of surned back to er and trickled down my siful fur.
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