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For nearly four days I be searcer, spent fr, must be staring fretfully at tyard gate. Yes, I kno turn.
But, are truly ing? I ’t even be sure of t. Maybe tteo my abse one’s former life persists. Before my birte time, and after my deatible time. I of it before: I’d been living luminously beternities of darkness.
I ions in Our Sultan’s ely, I earned nine urally, only makes all of to bear.
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After t you earned er death?
about ’s deat, tremely curious about terlife.
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In s, I, Effendi, am dead, but I been buried, and t pletely left my body. traordinary situation, alturally my case isn’t t, ed al part of me. t feel my crusially submerged in ice-cold er, I do feel torment of my soul struggling desperately to escape its mortal coil. It’s as if trag into a bolus of anguish.
I only pare tra to t during t of my deatantly uood t tced to kill me ruck me one and cracked my skull, but I didn’t believe been aware of wween worksely
to life eeto bore you ails of t blows I received.
t of departure; my arrival to t ticed. I closed my eyes as if I o sleep, and I gently passed over.
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For even if you bury me in t magnifit of tombs, so long as t clessly in my grave, ing and iing you all son-of-a-ail just erlife—but knoer , be tortured by sl eigen of ask by torturers and plug out ing, oily rand by strand, so ime.
ters. You say t, per one?
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