MONDAY, NOVEMBER 2, 1942

        Dear Kitty,

        Bep stayed     s sleep very o report. I erday and    to bed early. Margots being exasperating again.

        ting out an index card file from td fallen over and gotten all mixed up. Before long I s. I asked Margot aer to    too lazy, so I put it away.

        Im not crazy enougo do it all by myself!

        Anne Frank

        PS. I fot to mention tant ne Im probably going to get my period soon. I    tell because I keep finding a ed it art soon. I    . Its sucous event. too bad I t use sanitary napkins, but you t get tampons    be used only by    be able to e t kind of thing anymore.

        No Im rereading my diary after a year and a    my ot again, o be. I    uand ts about Margot, Motten terday, but I t imagine ina so openly about otters. It embarrasses me areatly to read ts t I remembered as beina ually ions are so indelicate. But enoua.

        I    also uand my je. time Ive been    times sciously for trust, love and

        pioy, but its alhere.

        thURSDAY, NOVEMBER 5, 1942

        Dear Kitty,

        tisalingrad    falle, so tea t, noto report.

        t and doing little s t to be. ts surely to success.

        Motting aloer lately, but    very open about        tove a feire room is still filled ral ing, and Im probably not ts a sti), a stant source of irritation, m, noon and night.

        Anne Frank

        SAtURDAY, NOVEMBER 7, 1942

        Dearest Kitty,

        Mot doesnt bode    just a ce t Fat and al nig iful illustrations; s up and put ter. I    doing anyt up and began looking at tures. Margot e back, sa;; book in my ted ed to look t some more. Margot got madder by te, and Motted in:

        "Margot    book; give it back to her.”

        Fat even knot    me: "Id like to see     one of your books!”

        I promptly gave in, put to t t; I    merely sad.

        It    rigo pass judgment    knoot myself, and a lot sooner, if Fat intervened and ruso take Margots part, as if s injustice.

        Of course, Motook Margots side; take eaco it t Ive bee pletely indifferent to Mots moodiness. I love t only because t. I dont give a darn about ts different ial tot, approving Margots every a, praising    er Fathe world I love more.

        realize t reats Margot differently t just o be test, t, ttiest and t. But I    to be taken seriously too. Ive alo pay double for my sins: once isfied ion or talks. I long for somet    jealous of Margot; I never    envious of y. Its just t Id like to feel t Fat because Im    because Im me, Anne.

        I g to Fatempt of Mots only t Im able to retain t ounce of family feeling I .    uand t I sometimes o vent my feelings for Mot    to talk about it, and    Motings, is tougo deal    kno very    edness, yet I t tio take thing.

        Im te of Mot mean to judge     rig    a moto me -- I o mot myself adrift from ting my o seem to find anyt in to call "Mother.”

        I tell myself time and again to overlook Mot to see s, and to look inside myself for    doesnt    part is t Fat realize tting me dos who    make

        tely happy?

        Sometimes I trying to test me, boture. Ill o bee a good person on my o ao serve as a model or advise me, but itll make me stronger in the end.

        me is ever going to read tters?    me    I turn to for fort? Im frequently in need of solation, I often feel en t, I fail to meet expectations. I knoo do better.

        t sistent iment of me. One day t Annes a sensible girl aled to kno t Annes a silly goose    imagines so knotle darling o articulate t.

        Oo my    nigo put up    abide or    my iions. ts art ttys alient. I promise , despite everyt Ill find my o once, receive encement from someone who loves me.

        Dont n me, but times reag point!

        Yours, Anne

        MONDAY, NOVEMBER 9,1942

        Dearest Kitty,

        Yesterday ers birteentairs by eiger and I looked at s. te lig t    at all; it just looks so distinguished.

        t surprise came from Mr. van Daan,    ounis, Algiers, Casabland Oran.

        "t; everyone    Ciser, ;t t is not even t it is, per; Do you see timism. Stalingrad, ty t tack for till    fallen into German hands.

        In true spirit of talk to you about food. (I s ttons up on top floor.)

        Bread is delivered daily by a very nice baker, a friend of Mr. Kleimans. Of course,        its enougion books on t. ts already risen from 27 to 33 guilders. And t for mere ss of printed paper!

        to provide ourselves rition t ored    t just for us, but for taff as    entrance, but a fe u. So o move to ttid Peter rusted ing.

        o get five of tairs intad    one    flying tairs. Si fifty pounds of beans in t sack, it made enougo raise tairs ter unned, but t into peals of lauganding at ttom of tairs, like an island in a sea of bro my ankles. e promptly began pig t beans are so small and slippery t to every ceivable er and ime airs,    Mrs. van Daan h a handful of beans.

        I almost fot to mention t Father has recovered from his illness.

        Yours, Anne

        P.S. t annou Algiers ing for tunis.

        tUESDAY, NOVEMBER 10, 1942

        Dearest Kitty,

        Great ake an eigo h us!

        Yes, really. e al t er burden on Mr. Kugler and Mr. Kleiman.

        But since reports of to tting o sound out tlemen, and t it    plan. "Its just as dangerous, ; ted rigtled,    doally    tarying to e up ended family. t difficult. After Fated all tives,    named Alfred Dussel. ian lady    you married, but ts beside t. o be quiet and refined, and ance o be nice. Miep knos. If o sleep in my room instead of Margot, er Dussel arrived, Margot slept in s bedroom.] ell ask    along someto fill cavities h.

        Yours, Anne

        thURSDAY, NOVEMBER 12, 1942

        Dearest Kitty,

        Miep came to tell us t so see Dr. Dussel.    sered t;t o go into urday, but    ted t o date, settle s and attend to a couple of patients. Miep relayed to us t t o    so long. All tions require explanations to various people o be kept in t to ask if Dr. Dussel couldnt mao e on Saturday after all, but o arrive on Monday.

        I ts odd t    jump at our proposal. If treet, it    ients, so whe delay? If you ask

        me, its stupid of Fato humor him.

        Otherwise, no news.

        Yours, Anne

        tUESDAY, NOVEMBER 17, 1942

        Dearest Kitty!

        Mr. Dussel    smootold o be at a certain pla front of t office at 11 A.M., ed place at ted time. Mr. Kleiman    up to    ting to meet o e and asked o drop by to see Miep. Mr. Kleiman took a streetcar back to the office while Mr.

        Dussel follo.

        It y o remove , so tar couldnt be seen, and brougo te office, ext t te offir. Dussel upstairs, opeepped inside, w.

        In time, ted ourselves around table to a test addition to our family    led o tely reized our furniture, but airs, just above old o leave    brougairs. Mr. Dussel sank into a cared at us in dumbstruck silence, as t rututtered, "Aber . . . but are you nico, t ing?

        Your escape    w?”

        e explaio    ely spread to t e looking for us off track. Mr. Dussel    gaze around in surprise as    of our lovely and ultrapractical Annex. e all ogetook a s nap, joined us for tea, put a o feel muc he following

        typeten rules and regulations for t Annex (a van Daan produ):

        PROSPECtUS AND GUIDE tO t ANNEX A Unique Facility for temporary Aodation of Jeed iiful, quiet,    of Amsterdam. No private residences in ty.    be reacreetcar 13 or 17 and also by car and bicycle. For to ation ies, it    also be reac. Furs are available at all times,    meals.

        Price: Free.

        Diet: Lo.

        Runnina er in tside oves f.

        Ample ste space for a variety of goods. twe, modern safes.

        Private radio    lio London, Neel Aviv and many otations. Available to all residents after 6 P.M. No listening to forbidden broadcasts, ain exceptions, i.e., German stations may only be tuned in to listen to classical music. It is absolutely forbidden to listen to German neins (regardless of ted from) and to pass to others.

        Rest o 7:30 A.M.; 10:15 A.M. on Sundays. Oo circumstances, residents are required to observe rest ime ed to do so by t. to ey of all, rest    be strictly observed!!!

        Free-time activities: None alloside til furtice.

        Use of language: It is necessary to speak softly at all times. Only thus no German.

        Reading and relaxation: No German books may be read, except for ture. Otional.

        Calisthenics: Daily.

        Singing: Only softly, and after 6 P.M.

        Movies: Priements required.

        Classes: A    any . Payment in tut, e.g., Dutch.

        Separate department for ts (ion of vermin, for ws are required).

        Mealtimes:

        Breakfast: At 9 A.M. daily except    approximately 11:30 A.M.

        on Sundays and holidays.

        Lunc meal. From 1:15 P.M. to 1:45 P.M.

        Dinner: Mayor not be a    meal.

        Mealtime depends on nes.

        Obligations    to ts must be prepared to    all times. Batub is available to all residents after 9 A.M.

        on Sundays. Residents may batce office or front office, as they choose.

        Alcohol: For medial purposes only.

        the end.

        Yours, Anne

        thURSDAY, NOVEMBER 19, 1942

        Dearest Kitty,

        Just as , Mr. Dussel is a very nice man. Of course    mind sharing a

        room o be , Im ly delig ranger use my t you o make sacrifices food cause, and Im glad I    make t;If    doesnt matter," said Fately right.

        t day Mr. Dussel ions -- for example, ime to to use to go to toilet. You may laug t so easy in a ime    make any    migairs, and ra careful. I patiently explained all to Mr. Dussel, but I o see o catcill t remember old him.

        Maybe    fused by t over it. Othing is going fine.

        Mr. Dussel old us muc tside ances aken off to a dreadful fate. Niger nigary vereets. tely taken a, to t s impossible to escape t go around s, knog only on to be made. tly offer a bounty, so mucs like ts of t mean to make ligs mucic for t. In ts dark, I often see long lines of good, i people, apanied by g c by a    til t h.

        ere so fortunate urmoil. e    o give a moments t to all t    for t t    t t friends are dropping from exion or being ko the ground.

        I get frig t monsters ever to stalk th.

        And all because theyre Jews.

        Yours, Anne

        FRIDAY, NOVEMBER 20, 1942

        Dearest Kitty,

        e dont really kno. Up to notle    it best to stay as ention her or Mrs.

        van Daan art to cry, so s ter not to say any more. But ions, and tories o tell     get t of our ime to digest to our usual joking and teasing. It    do us or tside any good if io be as gloomy as    of turning t Annex into a Melancholy Annex?

        No matter     tc its a disgrace to be so c am I supposed to spend t do t. this gloom will pass.

        Added to t of a more personal nature, and it pales in parison to t told you about. Still, I t elling you t lately Ive begun to feel deserted. Im surrounded by too great a void. I never used to give it muc, since my mind ime. No un myself. Its taken a    Fatter    take t es to my feelings, Mot ceased to t long ago.

        But eful, Kitty, I kno ime and o t as well, my o reel!

        Yours, Anne

        SAtURDAY, NOVEMBER 2g, 1942

        Dearest Kitty,

        eve been using too mucricity and ion. t:

        excessive ey and t of ricity cut off. No ligeen days; ts a pleasant t, isnt it? But    be so long! Its too dark to read after four or four-ty, so ivities: telling riddles, doing calister a erday I discovered a neime: using a good pair of binoculars to peek into ted rooms of tains t be opened, not even an inc ts so dark.

        I never kne ing. Ours are, at any rate. Ive e across a fe dinner, one family making ist across tened old lady.

        Mr. Dussel, to get along so o absolutely adore turned out to be an old-fasoo narroo be t bes all I    do to avoid ioedly flung at my o pretend not to    be so bad if Mr. Dussel    sucattletale and    singled out Moto be t of s. If Mr. Dussels just read me t act, Motures me all ain, time t me.

        And if Im really lucky, Mrs. van D. calls me to at five minutes later and lays dohe law as well!

        Really, its not easy-up ter of attention of a family of nitpickers.

        I niged sings, I get so fused by t of to sider t I eitrange feeling of ing to be different t t to be, or perly t to be.

        Ooo. Five me, but I dont like crossing t, and in times of scarcity, tossing aaboo. So I    only advise you not to reread to make no attempt to get to ttom of it, because youll never find yain!

        Yours, Anne
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