timid and tended eo Sidded . Pale, for many days by t to eat, gave no open look, did not open , met e and denial.
Sidd ood t kno t s of ried to finer food, to a soft bed, aced to giving orders to servants. Siddood t t suddenly a rangers and in poverty. force piece of to win ience.
Rie ime, and tranger and in a gloomy disposition, since ubbornly disobedient , did not to do any pay to tole from Vasudevas fruit-trees, to uand t broug suffering and t, t taken on to be and the field.
For a long time, for long monted for o uand o accept o pere it. For long monted, ced and said notormented e and an unsteadiness in ook in talked to him.
"Pardon me." ;from a friendly , Im talking to you. Im seeing t you are tormenting yourself, Im seeing t youre in grief. Your son, my dear, is omed to a different life, to a differe. , like you, ran aed and fed up ; against o leave all times I . But t laug me, it laug you and me, and is ser at out fooliser s to join er, youts to join yout in too soo sen to it!"
troubled, Siddo cheerfulness.
" ; ly, as;Give me some more time, my dear! See, Im figo ience I io capture it. One day, talk to ;
Vasudevas smile flouris;Ooo is called upon, oo is of ternal life. But do o take, ions to perform, o endure? Not a small one, er all, is proud and o suffer a lot, err a lot, do mucice, burden tell me, my dear: youre not taking trol of your sons upbringing? You dont force beat punis;
"No, Vasudeva, I dont do anyt;
"I kne. You dont force beat give "soft" is stro;;, ater stroro arent you mistaken in t you force punis you s you make you make it even ience? Dont you force and pampered boy, to live in a ers, to be s are old and quiet as in a different pace t forced, isnt ;
troubled, Siddo tly, ; do you t;
Qu o ty, bring o ill be servants around, give o t any around any more, bring o a teac for teac so t of t;
"Youre seeing into my ," Sidd;Often, I of t look, ender anyo t , o pleasure and po all of akes, entirely lost in Sansara?"
Brig up; softly, ouc;Ask t it, my friend! laug it! ould you actually believe t you ted your fooliss in order to spare your son from itting too? And could you in a your son from Sansara? eay dear, irely fotten t story, t story taining so many lessons, t story about Siddold me ? tion, eaco keep eaco protect , from drinking tter drink for peraking t pertle son ? But even if you en times for be able to take test part of iny upon yourself."
Never before, Vasudeva troubled into t, could not sleep for a long time. Vasudeva old already t and kno act upon, strorohus happily?
Sidd give up t t ed; daily, e struggle of friendliness, t ience. Vasudeva also said noted, friendly, k. ters of patience.
At oime, ime ago, in to ;You ot love," so ar, line. Indeed, o lose or devote ely to anotet o it fooliss for to do t o t time, t distin noo a love, of love. No, late, on ime, tro and stra of all passions, suffered from it, suffered miserably, and , enrig.
t it ers. at time, it o be atoned for, to be es also o be itted.
t s, let for io e o ed man, per man, per, all ttributes ed trick of t if ened by him, if he had been abused by him.
A day came, urned against ter ask, old o gat t leave t, in stubborn disobediend rage ayed burst red and pt into hers face.
"Get t; ed foaming at t;Im not your servant. I do kno you me, you dont dare; I do kno you stantly to punis me doion and your indulgence. You me to bee like you, just as devout, just as soft, just as I, listen up, just to make you suffer, I rat to bee a o o bee like you! I e you, youre not my faten times been my motor!"
Rage and grief boiled over in turned late at night.
But t m, , of bast of t lying by te bank. the boy had ran away.
"I must follo;A c go t all alone. build a raft, Vasudeva, to get over ter."
"e ," said Vasudeva, "to get our boat back, run along, my friend, o get around. o ty, and , dont fet t. youve failed to do yourself. aking care of aking youre suffering a pain at wo laug w;
Sidd ans of bamboo, and Vasudeva o tied togeted far off t upriver on te bank.
"ake t; asked Siddha.
Vasudeva said: "It mig t got lost."
But Sidd , to get even and in order to keep t, t in t. Vasudeva poio ttom of t and looked at ed to say: "Dont you see rying to tell you? Dont you see t to be follo; But say tarted making a ne Siddo look for t stop him.
for a long time, t occurred to , ty, or, if ill be on i , stopping, no loo save to satisfy to perime. And o just outside of ty.
y, opped, by trance of tiful pleasure-garden, o Kamala, ime in rose up in anding t. For a long time, Siddood te into tiful trees.
For a long time, ood tening to tory of ime, ood t trees. Clearly, kiss from s, tired, felt once again disgust, felt once again to annie he holy Om.
After anding by te of time, Sidd o t alloo g t, like a time t t been given to o turn t, t it o bee a blossom and o shine.
t t blossom yet, did not s, at tead of tiness. Sadly, do somet, experienced emptiness, sa in t aing, ience, listening attentively. And and listened, in t of teo , beating tiredly and sadly, ed for a voice. Many an ening, sao emptiness, let seeing a pat tly spoke t o of see him.
From trified state, outly, ouder, basouced Vasudeva, o t o too. er tly bato t urned o talked about io t, Sidder a wo o offer -milk, he already found him asleep.
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