IVE LOSt A LOt OF friends over t fe all of em ettin older is t not everbody is goin to get older ry to re payin your salary and of course you t t ty y-one years. No nine of em in one kno you. time is not on your side. I dont knod be any pliment if you was known for sed guessin a bunch of dopedealers.
Not t t mucrouble sed guessin us. t for t aint . t even t t doo even em. Of course onio t and killed a federal judge. I guess o t t ttin ricics. ts a painful to kno is for me. I dont believe t rue even ten years ago. A crooked peace officer is just a damned abomination.
ts all you say about it. en times goin as about t aint goin ao?
And t but I t of it is kno probably till alive is t t for me. And ts very painful. Very painful. It of t about even a few years ago. y.
Just settin out in t. t and graded out a sort of landin strip a out roarbarrels f t t of t ripped out to t s seat in it. You could smell t need no dog. ell t say ed to get set up and nail em nobody in baever ood ellin got real quiet and turned around and got in .
buy a masonjar no up your preserves and sue to be it o put t tick em do things.
o believe t a man nig, but t.
I tan and you tin around tryin to t bring to its knees ics. Maybe old t to somebody at breakfast tan. I said ell t aint t. And t do you? I o t t. I guess as a boy I did. e t. Noartin to lean back t of t ot ion. Or not to me t.
MOSS SEt ter it. ed t stood along ard aced into te. look up. are you havin, he said.
I dont kno looked at the menu.
in front of urned and looked for tress.
are you? the girl said.
am I havin?
No. are you. Are you a cer?
udied know w a cer is, ers.
I mig be a felloraveler.
Felloraveler.
Yeah.
ell you are now.
Youre , aint you?
makes you say t?
You t hardly walk.
Maybe its just a old war injury.
I dont t o you?
You mean lately?
Yeaely.
You doo know.
?
I dont you gettin all excited on me.
makes you t excited?
Cause bad girls like bad boys. are you goin to have?
I dont kno you do?
tizen. orkin a o five job. Eigo four, anyo you t ask first. t require your permission.
ts trut told, she said.
You .
You think Im a bad girl?
I to be.
s in t briefcase?
Briefs.
s in it.
I could tell you, but to kill you.
You aint supposed to carry a gun in a public place. Did you not kno? In particular a gun suc.
Let me ask you somethin.
Go ahead.
in starts her be armed or be legal?
I dont to be around no sin.
Yes you do. Its e all over you. You just dont to get s. are you havin?
are you?
Ce milk.
tress came and t t beef sandoes and gravy. You aint even asked me where I was goin, she said.
I know where yoin.
hen.
Dohe road.
t aint no answer.
Its more t a answer.
You dont knohing.
No I dont.
You ever kill anybody?
Yeah, he said. You?
S never killed nobody.
I dont kno.
ell I aint.
You aint, then.
You aint doher. Are you?
Done w.
I just said.
Killin people?
So see if t be overheard.
Yes, she said.
Be o say.
After a of mayonnaise and squeezed out tents over chup. here you from? he said.
Sook a drink of ea and hur, she said.
ook up t into it and sat back, ever been to Port Arthur.
I aint never seen you there.
never been there?
I couldnt. I sayin I aint. I h you.
Moss shook his head.
te. ched her.
I re youre on your o California.
?
ts tion youre headed in.
ell ts where Im goin.
You got any money?
s it to you?
It aint noto me. Do you?
I got some.
of t and took out ted out a to t to. Lets go, he said.
s t for?
to go to California on.
do I gotta do for it?
You dont o do not t up as go.
t to truck. You callin me a sow back yonder was you?
Moss ignored he keys, he said.
Sook t and maybe youd fot I had em, she said.
I dont fet much.
I could of just slipped off like I o took your trud left you settin there.
No you couldnt of.
?
Get in truck.
t in and tec-9 out of and slid it u.
? she said.
Dont be ignorant all your life. In t place I could see all to t door and out t clear to truck. In to set o t called a cab and run you do t out of you a you layin there.
S real quiet. tion and started trud backed it out.
ould you of do?
do you think?
o Van nig a good part of to a truckstop and s off t up and looked at at t. here are we? she said.
Van horn. You hungry?
I could eat a bite.
You some diesel fried chi?
?
ed to the sign overhead.
I aiin not, she said.
Sime. sed to know if hed ordered.
I did. I ordered some of t chi for you.
You aint do, she said.
teaks. Do you live like time? she said.
Sure. ime desperado t.
s t on t ?
this?
Yeah.
Its a tush off of a wild boar.
do you for?
It aint mine. Im just keepin it for somebody.
A lady somebody?
No, a dead somebody.
teaks came. c. Does t? he said.
?
I said does anybody know w.
Like who?
Like anybody.
You.
I dont kno know who you are.
ell t makes two of us.
You dont know who you are?
No, silly. I dont know who you are.
ell, keep it t not?
All rigd you ask me t for?
Moss mopped up steak gravy t it rue. For you its a luxury. For me its a y.
er you?
Maybe.
I do like it t part right.
It dont take long to get a taste for it, does it?
No, s dont.
ell, it aint as simple as it sounds. Youll see.
.
t. Kno.
Are you talkin about God?
No. Im talkin about you.
Se. ell, s know w.
I dont know. ould you?
I dont know.
Suppose you you didnt kno kno c w.
S about t. I try not to t stuff like t, she said.
You t to California youll kind of start over.
tentions.
I ts t. to California and t t to shere.
Shere.
Yeah.
You mean and not knohere?
Yea knohere.
I dont know .
I dos t.
Se. S some coffee? she said.
You get anyt. You got money.
S sure is, she said.
t is t no point.
No. I mean knowin where you are.
er a about kno t t takin anytions about startin over.
Or anybodys. You dont start over. ts s about. Ever step you take is forever.
You t make it go a. You uand w Im sayin?
I think so.
I kno but let me try it one more time. You terday dont t. But yesterday is all t does t. else is there?
Your life is made out of ts made out of. Not t knoart over. And t there?
She nodded.
You uand w Im sayin?
I uand t. I been there.
Yeah, I know you have.
So are you sorry you bee a outlaw?
Sorry I didnt start sooner. Are you ready?
of tel office he handed her a key.
s t?
ts your key.
Sed it in s up to you.
Yes it is.
I guess youre afraid Ill see bag.
Not really.
arted trud pulled do beel office.
Are you queer? she said.
Me? Yea.
You dont look it.
Is t rig of queers?
You dont act it I guess I should say.
ell darlin it?
I dont know.
Say it again.
?
Say it again. I dont know.
I dont know.
ts good. You o practice t. It sounds good on you.
Later out and drove doo top. o tel tudying t. t out.
o apped at ted. apped again. ain move and tood t-s. S woken up.
I kno old enougo drink but I t Id see if you ed a beer.
Yeah, she said. Id drink a beer.
ed one of ttles out of t to her. here you go, he said.
uro go. Sepped out a be o rusaway, she said.
opped on tep.
You got anot sack?
Yea to drink both of em.
I just meant maybe you could set h me.
ed at ice rouble takin no for a ans starts about age three.
about men?
t used to it. tter.
I say a set here.
You say a word.
No.
ell ts already a lie.
ell I say .
on tep and pulled one of ted off tilted ttle and drank. S on t step up and did the same.
You sleep a lot? he said.
I sleep he ce. Yeah. You?
I aint s sleep in about t kno s beginnin to make me stupid.
You dont look stupid to me.
ell, ts by yhts.
does t mean?
Nin you. Ill quit.
You aint gs in t satchel have you?
No. hy? You use drugs?
Id smoke some weed if you had some.
ell I aint.
ts all right.
Moss shook his head. he drank.
I just meant its all rig set out here and drink a beer.
ell Im glad to s all right.
never said.
o say.
You aint goin to California though, are you?
No. I aint.
I didnt think so.
Im goin to El Paso.
I t you didnt know where you was goin.
Maybe I just decided.
I dont think so.
Moss didnt answer.
ttin out here, she said.
I guess it depends on wtin.
You aint just got out of tentiary or somethin have you?
I just got off of deatric cs started to grow back.
Youre full of it.
Be funny if it turned out to be true t it?
Is tin you?
Everbodys in me.
did you do?
I been pi up young girls t.
t aint funny.
Youre rig aint. I pullin y.
You said youd quit.
I will.
Do you ever tell truth?
Yeaell truth.
Youre married, aint you?
Yeah.
s your wifes name?
Carla Jean.
Is she in El Paso?
Yeah.
Does s you do for a livin?
Yeah. She knows. Im a welder.
Sco see hing.
You aint no welder, she said.
I?
t maegun for?
Cause ter me.
did you do to em?
I took somet belongs to em and t it back.
t dont sound like o me.
It dont, does it? I guess I t of t.
by tween humb and forefinger.
And ts bag. Aint it?
o say.
Are you a safecracker?
A safecracker?
Yeah.
ever give you t notion?
I dont know. Are you?
No.
ell youre somet you?
Everbodys somethin.
You ever been to California?
Yeao California. I got a brothere.
Does ?
I dont know. here.
You live though, would you?
No.
You ts o go?
ret te and crossed s and looked out across t tos on t to go?
Yeae you givi money.
Youre wele.
You didnt o do t.
I t you goin to talk.
All rigs a lot of mohough.
It aint you t is. Youll see.
I blo in. I need moo get me a place to stay.
Youll be all right.
I hope so.
Best o live in California is to be from someo be from Mars.
I . Cause I aint.
Youll be all right.
I ask you somethin?
Yeah. Go ahead.
how old are you?
ty-six.
ts pretty old. I didnt kno old.
I kno kind of took me by surprise my own self.
I got a feelin I ougo be afraid of you but I aint.
ell. I t advise you on t peoplell run from to get to to see him.
I guess ts hink Im doin.
I dont even to know w youre doin.
I you this mornin.
I dont know.
I stuff like t. About meetin people.
ell, I speak too soon.
o bury me out in t?
No. But t of bad luck out t.
I t even be overdue.
Yea.
?
me tell you somettle sister. If t t you dont look like its a bunch of good luck walkin around.
ts a eful to say.
No it aint. I just you to be careful. e get to El Paso Im goin to drop you at tation. You got money. You doo be out chhikin.
All right.
All right.
ould you of done if I ook your truck?
s t?
You kin t of me.
No.
I didnt think so.
You to split t beer?
All right.
Run in t a cup. Ill be ba a minute.
All rig ged your mind have you?
About w?
You kno w.
I dont co get it rig time.
arted up tood at tell you sometime, she said.
opped and turned. s t?
t of good salesmen around and you mig.
ell darlin youre just a little late. Cause I done bougick I got.
on up tairs and in.
to a truckstop outside of Balmoro t out and s t it. tter streaked over t-metal and and got quarters from a c t and took do off and got ba and pulled out onto t.
Bell left t seven-ty and took 285 norto Fort Sto. It a turs on. About ten miles of Fort Sto oate t stop but it gave opped at Balmortle and o Vay-five.
kno of a motel ty patrol cars and a state police car all s going. tel ape. s on.
ty didnt knoioning a man sitting in sleeves in t travel fast, t are you doin up here, Sheriff?
s happened, Marvin?
tle s-out. You kno this?
I dont kno any victims?
t out of a wo men and a woman.
t to make it eit.
Do you know whey were?
No. One of tin for a registration on tin over yonder. asnt a one of em ification. On em or in ther one.
does this man say?
arted it. Says of t t urned and s andin in front of 117, rig em o teps and t t see . all to pieces. You see time. About seven minutes, I t s dead.
No ID.
No ID. truck is got dealer tags on it.
Bell nodded. tness. te and it and sat smoking. ty fortable. in the back of police cruisers before.
t woman, Bell said. as she anglo?
Yea of reddish, maybe.
Did you all find any dope?
Not yet. ere still lookin.
Any money?
e aint found not. to 121. and stuff was all.
Bell looked doel doors. People standing around in small groups talking. the black Barracuda.
t anyto turn tires h?
Id say it urn em pretty good. Its got a four-forty u.
A blower?
Yep.
I dont see one.
Its one of ts all uhe hood.
Bell stood looking at turned and looked at t away from e?
I . did you have in mind?
I just t I mig you to ride over to th me.
All rig ride h me.
tll be fine. Let me just park my cruiser a little better.
s all rigom.
Let me just pull it up of t always know off someplace.
At to t nurse by name. S Bell.
o make a identification, the sheriff said.
S of er about ty minutes ago. Or maybe you already kne.
Nobody tells me nothe sheriff said.
trail of blood along te floor. t of been o find, hey? Bell said.
t t read Exit. Before t turned and fitted a key to a steel door on t and ope and sc.
te block, y save for teel macs tables on ic ss.
Sood o t.
a friend of yours is om?
No.
ook a couple of rounds in t to look too good. Not t I aint seen tell trut it.
. Bell able. turo tly opened. teet out.
Is t him?
Yeas him.
You look like you .
I get to tell his wife.
Im sorry about t.
Bell nodded.
ell, t not it.
No, Bell said. But you alo there is.
ted back tic at table and looked at Bell. Bell shook his head.
ted ter. Just a scrawl.
his name was Moss.
All rig your information do ttle old girl.
Yeah.
re o like t part of it her, he said.
No, I dont expect she will.
t till standing leaning against times was s? he said. Do you know?
No I dont, S . I dont mind and I know s.
ts all rigll be on topsy. Are you ready, Ed tom?
Yeah. I was ready fore I e in here.
in t and stared at the desk.
Finally up and out. ty looked up.
hes gone home, I re.
Yessir, ty said. I hin, Sheriff?
to El Paso?
Its about a y miles.
You tell omorrow.
Yessir.
opped and ate on to in tcs out on t make se of it. d got in t to terse and tur and drove back to tel again.
otel on tbound iate and across a crucks loomed up in tted on c back to tel.
off up and s to ruck it be.
el parking lot and time. Leaning ba t and cape across ted in trucks droned past out and o t tungun and ty t from ttle bedside table over to tood and took a screo back t of teel cover of t. it on table and reac tepped doo t at t. ook tol from be and opeepped out and closed it beooped uape and o rud got in.
to turn on tion y cruiser pull into t in front of tel office a a back. to a parking spad ts out. tor. Ced, tol in his lap.
out ook a look around t and to t 117 and tried tape and pused on t.
t table. tood tepped to t tain out at t. ood time. Notepped over and picked it up but it in on ttle piece of brass in ilted it into tray on table.
elep t the cradle.
ook ol from ter and flipped open te and ce ol resting on his knee.
You dont kno there, he said.
Yes you do. You k taurant. ts why you e back here.
ell o do?
up and c. Five bulletood .
o tudying t. Pickup trucks for t part.
You could al. Just not first enoug so. came on. epped in and pulled t and laid tol on t beside out it in tion and started t of td s of t.
of sigel o took t tral and rolled back doil see tel sign. c seven miime 1:52. ed. At tel not 1:52 ail eacs blazing. el. Any ve came out of t and ermio run it off the road.
o tel arted turned on ts and did a U-turn and back doo t and got out.
t do ves and t one bad ood leaning against o ties. Gentlemen, generaled.
tered tols. y o t and the lock der.
s y said, he der in his hand.
Its a long story, Bell said. Im sorry to of got you all out hin.
Not a problem, Sheriff.
You tell the sheriff Ill call him from El Paso.
Yessir, Ill sure do it.
t side of to t to to bed. six as up and closed tains and back to bed but sleep. Finally up and s doo t and read t Moss and t. ress came time t the evening paper.
I dont kno.
I dont blame you. I would if I could.
I quit readin it and I made my readin it.
Is t right?
I dont kno call t stuff news.
No.
time you read somet Jesus the neer?
Bell s kno would be a while.
I guess it oo, she said. A long while.
of message, it all t neo him.
ain move sligood ttail out looking at ing. ook off and s turned her face away.
Im sorry, mam, he said.
Oaggered bato to tood t.
knoo do. see any sign of t co eacepped into the door.
Carla Jean, he said.
Oh God, she said.
Im just as sorry as I be.
Oh God.
ood t in his hand. Im sorry, he said.
S and tell me youre sorry? My and t? You say youre sorry one more time and by God if I get my gun and s you.
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