It grely ligogeturning toed after t embrace. Lise led deep into tret ionless; for a long time ared into t profoundly, desperately, greedily, as t time, as to stay a hours.

        ded, still half asleep.

        "Youre a; he said finally.

        urned art.

        "Ive got to go no; s sad. "I didnt    to ;

        "ell, Im a er all, were ;

        "I am," said Lise. "But you belong to ter."

        "I no longer belong to ter. Im like you, pletely alone, o go. But Ill go ;

        Lise looked away.

        "You t e    go to my    me, because I stayed out all nig my     believe me."

        Goldmund remembered Narcissuss predi. So ts    was.

        "Ive made a mistake t; ;I    t you and I ay toget to let me sleep and run off    saying fare;

        "O get angry a me, per my s me, s s normal. But I didnt    you to beat me, too."

        o her hand.

        "Lise," ;I    beat you, not no ever. ouldnt you ratay s you?"

        Sugged to get her hand free.

        "No, no, no," sears in        time sarted to run. Clasping botreaming eyes, sood silently and c sorry for    po set    sorry for tle sorry for    been lucky apparently; alone and a little stunned,    in ted. But ill tired and eager for sleep; never    so exed. time to be uner. Immediately    back to sleep and woke only wood    around him.

        rested noo t exle, tender feelings. s ran after to asted, smelled, touc to floilled so many heir place!

        Field ac. Beyond it migo time ting, ready to receive o do udent able return. Noy,    of it, it tais sky ; s blue-green infinity. No bell called    of bed, to mass, to class, to meals.

        O deliemories! omacripped teetiny, slimy kernels, plucked more and still more, stuffed s er s. till quite green, but    into t a .

        As ered t, ed and ate and cooled off. Blue    grass; broterflies rose and vanis. Saint Genevieve    like tory. o meet    find a age in t, . Or per diggers lived in t; o speak to t     to meet somebody, anybody. But     for a long time, today, tomorro meeting a, too, o be accepted, if it    ter not to too muco take they came.

        apping and tried to find it. For a long time ried in vain to catc of t last c for a runk of tree, all aloap-tap-tapping, turning its busy .    a pity t one couldnt speak to animals. It o call a greeting up to to say a friendly    its life in trees per its s joys. Oransform oneself!

        o draimes, during o draylus on ing tablet, and florees, animals, peoples    ures of ion, like a small God, o to a cluster of leaves sprouting on a brancop of a tree. For    often surprised arted suddenly turned into a leaf or a tree, t of a fisail, someones eyebros    to be able to transform oneself, , to transform tablet. Goldmund loo bee a ops,    trong beak, keeping balance ail feat of t and strong among trees.

        Goldmu many animals on . te a number of     of tare at urn and run off, ears folded back, ail.    didnt move; it    a live snake, only ay skin.    up and exami carefully: a beautiful gray and brotern ran do; it e iff, narroo to a er, on ic leaves, brang t—a stag per tell. For a long time ood panting . terrified, ened in tion taken, ill listening    long after everyt again.

        find    of t; o spend t t a bed of moss, trying to imagine    , if o stay in it forever. t    misfortune. Living on berries er all not impossible, nor o build a    for ually, pero make a fire. But living alone forever and ever, among tly sleeping tree trunks,    ran a speak—t    to see people, not to say good m and good nigo anyone; no more faces and eyes to look into; nirls and o look at, no more kisses; never again to play t game of lips and legs, t e, , ry to bee an animal, a bear or a stag, even if it meant forsaking tion of o be a bear and love a s be bad,    least be mucter to keep ones reason and language and all t, aate alone, sad and unloved.

        Before falling asleep io tiig, y and fear. to live omed to te    along o to pine and fir. o live    for daybreak arve .

        t    explain, suffered infinite anguis and lay time, deeply disturbed.    yesterday and today o sleep    saying    up, k beside erday and today. Soon he was asleep again.

        In t t ten o drusted o tio aking ion from t one point o a pletely smootretc— very traiger o remind er co    really only two days ago?

        It took ion: cultivated land, strips of field s, meadopatrodden; ions of it    a fealks of barley and c tilled land; everyt tle footpats, ted, bleac people. After a s o a crucifix at t and prayed to t. ing around truding nose of a    of a sree. Deliger ran to a ler and noticed c of trees; toucill more t sounded so pleasantly ing t o meet him, a wele.

        igated a bit and t from    a small boy -blue eyes. A s mud and er . ,    mud beto balls, used one knee for pressing and shaping.

        "God bless you, little boy," Goldmund said in a very friendly voice. ttle boy looked up, saranger, opened o a kitc er t noon glare,    see anyt first. iaing, just in case, but t tened forted tiny old ood up in ter.

        "God bless you, mot; Goldmund cried. "May all ts bless your kind face; I    seen a ;

        ttle old     simple, from farsig uanding.

        " is it you ?" she asked suspiciously.

        Goldmund took roked it lightly.

        "I    to say God bless you, little grandmot a time for t."

        into t d at tranger erest and curiosity, but still ready to cry and run off at any moment. t a sed piece from t it over to Goldmund.

        "t; ;May God re;

        "Is your belly empty?" asked the woman.

        "Not really. Its full of blueberries."

        "ell, eat t;

        "From Mariabronn, from ter."

        "Are you a preac;

        "No. Im a student. Im traveling."

        S tle on    Goldmund take a fees aside into t;;

        "Not muc;

        "No. s ;

        ";

        "Ill? Is o die?"

        " in t oo ;

        "Is o die?"

        "I dont kno;

        "ell, let    y soup. ;

        S kindling, as muced, and    t, and . Acc to a precise, secret system, sly in ttle y to the flames.

        At    Goldmund dreer from t in ttle, t table and benc ures—all tiful and good, smelled of food and peace, of people and s, and told    ty in t-grandmottle boy. en    say anytill looked a little frig he was no longer g.

        tly surprised to find a stranger in t to start cursing. Distrustfully, oo see . ted o eat    doil t gone and t .

        Goldmund asked if    stay until tomorro enoug tside, for o find a bed.

        t he boy by her side.

        S take part in tion; but during tive eyes took possession er. iced e ned smoot iful gestures. inguis most of all s drarangers voice. Soing le    sounded like a caress. So go on listening to his voice much longer.

        After table. Goldmund side to ing on its loo ter. o do    ted o move on so soon. Just t    in    u a run full. ;If youre still around onig    be taken in before tomorroill be t;

        arms lift t;    , disappearing in t, grateful and deeply tent, listening to ter. Some time later    in, looked for t smelled of fire, soot, and milk. A moment ago it ill been ser aory. it out.

        Beyond t iful urdy old oaks in s grass. rolling among trunks. ra o ing; everyt ? itain intonation in ly t perle, discreet emanation of to kno once range, like a subtle, secret language;     language. o ty about tall blond    kind of body, gestures, kisses—probably altoget from Lise.    t, aut black tle gasps? en ill today?    tiful and    it ransitory! tery. Not so long ago    ting to e to    so calm per ery nor lust roubling and burdening it. Rat for some crime one    itted but    along o t t migself bore somet — not beautiful to feel alloo give t fully, not pletely range pairate    peed Narcissuss virtue and le fear, transitory? o muse like ten, to thinker?

        Still, it iful to be alive.    to o tiny, narroed trembled, just as in a tle?    speak    to speak to eaco be lucky, find a special friends u love did not need    anding and foolis blind at t of ecstasy; only te s of t t express it! Not all could be expressed—a, again and again oo speak, to think.

        udied tiny plant; ily,    straelligeem. Virgils verses iful, and ill, t    elligent, beautiful and meaningful as tiny leaves climbing tem.    pleasure, asy,    o be able to create just one suan o do t—no !

        up and foued. It iful to be ing like t the woman was on her way, bringing him so much love.

        Sied a cted it and laid it out before him.

        "For you," s;Eat!"

        "Later," ;Im not    me see tiful t me."

        S    maiful trong ty lips, strong gleamirong arms t    on te and delicate. S kno made a s, luring sound in , and le    before,    made sounds like t. S srong; sed to break ill    all its strength her.

        t, sigy, sore    stay. Goldmund remained alone, er did e it in solitude. No ely dark.
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