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首页tess of the durbervillesCHAPTER 3

CHAPTER 3

        the avering Balance

        I SAID t Maggie     evening from tal flict already begun. You ervie t flict ion, e unfatis    of    ion - s idings of t yet lost its sense of exile; and it o Poo,    unity indicated for making s    service - per, pletest devoutness could     some    s? It    t forbade it    tonous    sy and clearness of ting a ground of cealment, and t by forsaking tion, sive guidance of illimitable s. S srengto obey t o turn eps in to t ionate fareo Po t evening ill, fleckered s ionate admiring looks t    o t co alk; to tainty t Po     urn    t. Yet s s to say: s is rig    see you    cealment - say, I knoo say - it is anot make cealment necessary - but cealment is bad,    may be caused: I feel t it     misery - dreadful anger - and t part after all, and it would be o seeing eacher.

        Pary eagerness of expression as if    to resist t. But rolled    part, let us try and fet it for one    us talk togettle ime.

        ook    no reason to : ness made    pain, ao s. together hand in hand in silence.

        `Let us sit doood t time. See reals over it!

        t do ts of ting ash.

        `Ive begun my picture of you among tc let me study your face a little,    to see it again. Please, turn your his way.

        treating voice, and it rous face    black et, looked do of a divinity o be    urned up to it.

        `I sting for my sed portrait, t be larger t ther?

        `O yes, muc is an oil-painting. You    tall rong and noble, just issued from one of trees, ing ternoon she grass.

        `You seem to ting t of anything now, Philip?

        `Per I too many ts of seeds, a no great    from any one of tibility in every dire, and effective faculty in none. I care for painting and music - I care for classic literature, and mediaeval literature and modern literature - I flutter all ways, and fly in none.

        `But surely t is a o astes - to enjoy so maiful t alo me a sort of clever stupidity only to    of talent - almost like a carrier-pigeon.

        `It migo astes if I terly. `I mig some poin by mere mediocrity, as t least I s tisfas ed to do    great ones. I migy at St Oggs agreeable t noto me but some faculty t    me above tence. Yes - ty.

        Maggie did not     t P ent vibrating again as it used to do.

        `I uand o t kept on being t aler. But, dear P some one    nn ourselves entirely,    for t three years - even joy in subduing my own will.

        `Yes, Maggie, said Ply, `and you are sting yourself up in a narroicism o dulness all t poure. Joy and peace are nnatination is t is not allayed - t you dont expect to be allayed. Stupefa is nnation: and it is stupefa to remain in ignorao s up all t bee knoo you. I am nned: I am not sure t life is long enougo learn t lesson. You are nned: you are only trying to stupefy yourself.

        Maggies lips trembled; s trut P t for any immediate application it o    it ter ty. o t        made an argument against tion t opposed    Maggies face, made more cears, touderer, less egoistic feeling. ook ly--

        `Do us t    us only care about being togete of separation... we so live as long as you are alive, because I sime w me help you in some way.

        ` a dear, good brotears. `I t me, and been as pleased for me to love you, as     tom sisfied tle of anyt is ter for me to do    eartoget t I ed more instruments playing togeted voices to be fuller and deeper. Do you ever sing noen    before.

        `Yes, . But my voice is only middling - like everything else in me.

        `O sing me somet on song. I may listen to t, before I go - someto sing a Lorton on a Saturday afternoon,    my apron over my o listen.

        `I knoo voce `Love in s playing, and ts it, isnt it?

        `O no, I    stay, said Maggie, starting up. `It    us walk, P go home.

        S o rise and follow her.

        `Maggie, one of remonstrance, `Dont persist in tion. It makes me co see you benumbing and cramping your nature in t you     and brigion. And it flas in your face still, until you dra veil of dull quiesce over it.

        `terly to me, Philip? said Maggie.

        `Because I foresee it    end orture.

        `I srengtremulously.

        `No, you , Maggie: no to do ural. It is mere coo seek safety iions. No cer bees strong in t o tional satisfa of your nature t you deny no you like a savage appetite.

        Maggie started a paused, looking at Ph alarm in her face.

        `Pempter.

        `No, I am not; but love gives insig often gives foreboding. Listen to me - let me supply you    me see you sometimes - by your broteac Lorton. It is less    you s you sting this long suicide.

        Maggie felt uo speak. Sill to tc out ing.

        `Do you banis sometimes. If I meet you by    t?

        It is t    to bee irrevocable - es are about to close upon us - t tests our strengter ion, y sopry t ruggles and bring us t t ter t victory.

        Maggie felt    leap at terfuge of P almost imperceptible s, and ted in silence.

        Puation oo plete for    to be visited    ervening too presumptuously in tion of Maggies sce - per no! -    selfistle    Maggie urn trong feeling    must be better fgies future life, acles to    t s be entirely sacrificed, and t sunity of culture, some interco live ions,    in tion of results by ified: by adopting t of vie possible to obtain perfepla co do    agreeable to us in t moment. And it    Pified le efforts to overaggies true prompting against a cealment t roduce doubleness into    cause ural claim on    t made    of justifying motives. o see Maggie and make a in    some of t savage impulse to snatcal and bodily stitution e.     even pass muster , but must be singled out for pity, and excepted from ter of course o Maggie ion: it    t of ered her mind.

        Do not too    need of unusual virtues, because to be extremely unfortable    t t unusual virtues spring by a direct seque of personal disadvantages, as animals get tes, is pertle overstraiemptations of beauty are muc upon, but I fancy tion to temptation to excess at a feast, e, bears to temptations t assail tion of    toand as type of tmost trial to w is human in us?

        P mot to us in ter abundance because our need is greater, enderly because o be ion and indulgeo aloof from all practical life as Pure iveness, olerant repulsion toe pursuit of sensual enjoyment, and trong natural tie in ion as a son - ed from ordinary ditions until time to triump ime for t at ty. t force    i ts.
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