I s to recover its activity; my ts, like rays of ligruggling till fused and imperfect; attimes I felt a return of ted, so to speak, beters of mentalwandering and sciousness.
Sometimes everyto me, like t inguiser, tle, even ttage perc of , and all is fused and indistinct.
to tions of a o follos various impulses troubling myself toseparate tly from oo ts succeeded closely upoher.
ate, see, unders loud tig, a female figureappears before me!
At first sigo satisfy me t s a daug flasar, and ruggle. Sest and t sombre hered garland in her hand.
After emplated s, I asked brougo my attic. s of turoward me, and she replied:
"You see i drao its end; I e toreceive your t;
I raised myself on my elboterrese.
"A t; cried I; "but first let me know w for?
"ill young and vigorous: you aken from me eactle of my strengting an illness upon me; already, to you, my blood is less less agile ted ty in my bosom; ttles of oldage!
"And, as if it enougo you ed, and no is o my outence, see to, and misery you ! "For t t me co taken care oft find my closetsempty, my bookcase ,stripped, all my poor treasures lost ty? s I cultivated, ttic is despoiled, silent and solitary! "As itis only for t fes t I uro a sciousnessof ;And ers, for time of t pressing, t me, ried to do so? Peruation by er of time--w brougunes upon me:
strengt, taken all from me. I rage and loss from t t to claim mygratitude!
"A die despised and cursed; andmay I e on tomb tap inscribed upon tof a king:
"Rejoice, t live again."
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After my pulse, do t oft me, rubbing tisfa or.
"ell! so ed old snub-o carry us off?" said M. Lambert, in; t o least!"
"tor?" asked I, rather alarmed.
"Not at all," replied t;e t give up ; and I make it a rule o instruments in tend ;
"May ; cried I; "and may my ;
M. Lambert shrugged his shoulders.
"Begin by asking yourself for it," resumed ly. "God you, and it is your o c must keep it foryou. One o alk, t siess es upon uslike t one o say in tter. Before o be ;
I to smile, but tor looked angry.
"A I am joking," resumed ;buttell me, ttention t travagance or foolisions in ts of your mode of living as you do of your ine?
Do you sider every evening o tion of yourexpenditure? You may smile; but brougions?"
I began to protest against to point out tions. tor spread out ore upon them one by one.
"Primo," cried ; of exercise. You live air, motion, or cly, tes badly, tive, do notclaim trition, tomache brain growsweary.
"Sedular food. Caprice is your cook; your stomac accept , but akes a sullenrevenge, like all slaves.
"tertio. Sitting up late. Instead of using t for sleep, youspend it in reading; your bedstead is a bookcase, your pillows a desk!
At time turnal ies, and you are surprised to find it t day.
"Quarto. Luxurious s. S up in your attic, you insensiblysurround yourself e indulgences. You must for your door, a blind for your for your feet, aneasy-cuffed at tsign of cold, and a so your lamp; and to all tions, t draugd you must acles to support t of day.
You you s, and you racted infirmities.
"Quinto"
"Aor!" cried I. "Pray, do not carry yourexamination fart attaco eac;
tor rubbed h his snuffbox.
"You see," said ly, and rising at time, "you rut yuilty. entem reum! But at least, my friend, do not goon laying time, like an old ;
t my pulse, and took ion an end, and t t depended upon myself.
or about refleg upon w he had said.
Altoo s true in ten ion he had begun.
But is t anota during t my ce and my arms effit? S review of souls w pass before ?
Darest ten terred?
First, t erred t duly valued too deeply of toxig y; I o love mensolely because ts; Iracted tion only. t to is posed of mybrot pass by , vain of mytrifling knoellect as ot of dress; I take credit fiftourn tuo ao attack others.
A days of revolutions, ignorance ed andraised a cry of red against genius, t is not alone in t es in part, too, from temptuous pride of knowledge.
Alas! I oo pletely fotten themagi of Bagdad.
One of truck by an irrevocable decree of destiny, er, proud ofages, laug o go out h him.
"to ; said ;si notion is a stage, is only an obscureabyss, at ttom of to tar s;
it ao crybitterly. ely ran to riedto sole o give ever he desired.
" you give me sig; asked the child.
"Fate does not permit it," said the magi.
"t; cried t;I ask you to put out t;
provoked t ofsome one of my brot see?
But ener y and of t!
ions aken at random! s ticism! done any sense of my responsibility! ter part of men tation of anoters along a roying t beautiful flowers.
And, is by tless ted. It rises gradually, like one of teriousmounds in barbarous tries, to as being able o see . o see s o view?
Some time ago I martre telegrapands. Beloed myattention. t, ; and i range figures in to me vulsed appeared to me t ening tsening to ouc.
times sured a feless i tojustify tcoat began again immediatelyeningevolutions in to catcil he hill.
I ly just seen one of tic tyrants ed by tience of tims, and gods of a family, co be tormentors.
I cursed t, and I felt indignant t t t be punisur top of the slope.
t glance, and o me: inplace of ones and terrible looks of anangry man, and ttitude of a frigim, I citizen, uttered, but o tentive daughter.
I turned my mistake; but before I reaced in tion to a distant n of flame.
A manufactory aken fire, and everybody iinguis.
I ated. Nig tired; a favorite book ing me; I t t of on myway.
Just before I of sideration; no was fromselfishness and cowardice.
But teime I y ? alice, and like t claimed successively everyso ask me to return some littleportion, I get provoked, I am angry, I try to escape from it by everymeans. imes, reet, go of my passion unes of ot I migice against them.
it satisfaes verified to s he deserves!
O us not go fart us not go farterrupted tors examination, but y t the soul.
I was urbed in my reverie by my neighe old soldier.
No, I seem alo imes leaning against my bed, andsometimes sitting at able, surrounded by s of pasteboard.
e in , scissors. I called tered a joyfulexclamation, and came near me.
"ell! so t is found again!" cried aking my t ;it been trouble,I tell you; to wo clasps in.
I ter Leipsic, I omact all out of itself. But edty-eigtle Corporals campaigns."
"I am not mistaken t;
"ell! I o cross t made youa bad nurse for of t; but, ba kno prevent t beggar of a fever from beingdrooer."
to laugoo muced tospeak, pressed my breast. ion, ao put ao it.
"By-t from to-day you to draions again," resumed ;four meals, like tor is your e;
"e must find too," replied I, h a smile.
"S; said teran.
";
"Genevieve."
"t-;
"alking s fear ter or trouble. As long as life aing for you, t airs to learn . And, stay, I am sure t;
In fact to open the door.
"O; tinued ;it is Mot, our portress, anotices I reend to you.
e in, Mot--e in; e bonny boys to step a mi if we ;
tress came in, quite delig my linetle of Spanis of freat occasions. I ext t toro speak. I satentive lybeen t straig on siess.
As s time, t I o bevalest. t me a ne.
It o relate minutely all my illo everydetail stered loud exclamations; tress my dinner; eacook isfa and ted suongtators.
As taking tered in urn.
I could not prevent my beating as I reized did o tell me?
I ed y for o speak; but doook my saying a our masters. I could not eainty any longer.
"And t; asked I, atingly, "aken--terruption to my ;
"terruption," replied tly.
" do you mean?"
"Eacook a sy; all ;
too mucer so many instances of affe, t restrain my tears.
to do for ottle seed, and everygrain forth a whole sheaf. Ah!
tes tave me. If it is true t t of our follies andour vices, sympation are also ty. Every one of us, sof y, ion, cer, andperma dition.
Everybody is go me back my floting sun reddens my ains s last rays. My brain is clear, and my lig floats before my eyes, and I feel myself in tate which precedes a refreshing sleep.
Yonder, opposite t time I my o eful smile.
"Adieu, beloved year! ly accused. t be laid to t but a tract t my road--a ground seen me enjoy; I seen me endure. been to eternity, and be blest, t left me experie memories instead of past time, and gratitude aspayment food offices."
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