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CHAPTER XII

        I s to recover its activity; my ts, like rays of ligruggling till fused and imperfect; attimes I felt a return of ted, so to speak, beters of mentalwandering and sciousness.

        Sometimes everyto me, like t inguiser, tle, even ttage perc of , and all is fused and indistinct.

        to tions of a o follos various impulses    troubling myself toseparate tly from oo ts succeeded closely upoher.

        ate, see, unders loud tig, a female figureappears before me!

        At first sigo satisfy me t s a daug flasar, and ruggle. Sest and t sombre hered garland in her hand.

        After emplated s, I asked    brougo my attic. s of turoward me, and she replied:

        "You see i drao its end; I e toreceive your t;

        I raised myself on my elboterrese.

        "A t; cried I; "but first let me know w for?

        "ill young and vigorous: you aken from me eactle of my strengting an illness upon me; already, to you, my blood is less less agile ted ty in my bosom; ttles of oldage!

        "And, as if it    enougo    you ed, and no is o my outence, see to, and misery you ! "For t t me co taken care oft find my closetsempty, my bookcase ,stripped, all my poor treasures lost ty? s I cultivated, ttic is despoiled, silent and solitary! "As itis only for t fes t I uro a sciousnessof    ;And ers, for    time of t pressing,    t me, ried to do so? Peruation by er of time--w brougunes upon me:

        strengt,    taken all from me. I rage and loss from t t to claim mygratitude!

        "A die despised and cursed; andmay I e on tomb tap inscribed upon tof a king:

        "Rejoice, t live again."

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        I or.

        After    my pulse,    do t oft me, rubbing    tisfa or.

        "ell! so ed old snub-o carry us off?" said M. Lambert, in; t o    least!"

        "tor?" asked I, rather alarmed.

        "Not at all," replied t;e t give up ; and I make it a rule o instruments in tend ;

        "May ; cried I; "and may my ;

        M. Lambert shrugged his shoulders.

        "Begin by asking yourself for it," resumed ly. "God    you, and it is your o c must keep it foryou. One o alk, t siess es upon uslike t one o say in tter. Before o be ;

        I    to smile, but tor looked angry.

        "A I am joking," resumed ;buttell me, ttention t travagance or foolisions in ts of your mode of living as you do of your ine?

        Do you sider every evening o tion of yourexpenditure? You may smile; but    brougions?"

        I began to protest against to point out tions. tor spread out ore upon them one by one.

        "Primo," cried ; of exercise. You live    air, motion, or cly, tes badly, tive, do notclaim trition, tomache brain growsweary.

        "Sedular food. Caprice is your cook; your stomac accept , but akes a sullenrevenge, like all slaves.

        "tertio. Sitting up late. Instead of using t for sleep, youspend it in reading; your bedstead is a bookcase, your pillows a desk!

        At time    turnal ies, and you are surprised to find it t day.

        "Quarto. Luxurious s. S up in your attic, you insensiblysurround yourself e indulgences. You must    for your door, a blind for your    for your feet, aneasy-cuffed    at tsign of cold, and a so your lamp; and to all tions, t draugd you must acles to support t of day.

        You    you s, and you racted infirmities.

        "Quinto"

        "Aor!" cried I. "Pray, do not carry yourexamination fart attaco eac;

        tor rubbed h his snuffbox.

        "You see," said ly, and rising at time, "you rut yuilty. entem reum! But at least, my friend, do not goon laying time, like an old ;

        t my pulse, and took    ion    an end, and t t depended upon myself.

        or    about refleg upon w he had said.

        Altoo s true in ten    ion he had begun.

        But is t anota    during t my ce and my arms effit? S review of souls w pass before ?

        Darest ten terred?

        First, t erred t duly valued too deeply of toxig y; I o love mensolely because ts; Iracted tion only. t to    is posed of mybrot pass by    , vain of mytrifling knoellect as ot of dress; I take credit fiftourn tuo ao attack others.

        A days of revolutions, ignorance ed andraised a cry of red against genius, t is not alone in t es in part, too, from temptuous pride of knowledge.

        Alas! I oo pletely fotten themagi of Bagdad.

        One of truck by an irrevocable decree of destiny, er, proud ofages, laug o go out h him.

        "to ; said ;si notion is a stage,    is only an obscureabyss, at ttom of    to tar s;

        it ao crybitterly. ely ran to riedto sole o give ever he desired.

        " you give me sig; asked the child.

        "Fate does not permit it," said the magi.

        "t; cried t;I ask you to put out t;

        provoked t ofsome one of my brot see?

        But ener y and    of t!

        ions aken at random! s ticism! done    any sense of my responsibility! ter part of men tation of anoters along a roying t beautiful flowers.

        And,    is by tless ted. It rises gradually, like one of teriousmounds in barbarous tries, to    as    being able o see . o see s o view?

        Some time ago I martre telegrapands. Beloed myattention. t, ; and i range figures in to me vulsed appeared to me t ening tsening to ouc.

        times sured a feless i tojustify    tcoat began again immediatelyeningevolutions in to catcil he hill.

        I ly just seen one of tic tyrants ed by tience of tims, and    gods of a family, co be tormentors.

        I cursed t, and I felt indignant t t t be punisur top of the slope.

        t glance, and    o me: inplace of ones and terrible looks of anangry man, and ttitude of a frigim, I    citizen, uttered, but o tentive daughter.

        I turned    my mistake; but before I reaced in tion to a distant n of flame.

        A manufactory aken fire, and everybody    iinguis.

        I ated. Nig tired; a favorite book ing me; I t t of    on myway.

        Just before I    of sideration; no was fromselfishness and cowardice.

        But teime I y ?    alice, and like t claimed successively everyso ask me to return some littleportion, I get provoked, I am angry, I try to escape from it by everymeans. imes, reet,    go of my passion unes of ot I migice against them.

        it satisfaes verified to s    he deserves!

        O us not go fart us not go farterrupted tors examination, but y t the soul.

        I was urbed in my reverie by my neighe old soldier.

        No, I seem alo imes leaning against my bed, andsometimes sitting at able, surrounded by s of pasteboard.

        e in ,    scissors. I called tered a joyfulexclamation, and came near me.

        "ell! so t is found again!" cried aking my t ;it    been    trouble,I    tell you; to wo clasps in.

        I ter    Leipsic, I omact all    out of itself. But    edty-eigtle Corporals campaigns."

        "I am not mistaken t;

        "ell! I o cross t    made youa bad nurse for    of t; but, ba kno prevent t beggar of a fever from beingdrooer."

        to laugoo muced tospeak, pressed    my breast. ion, ao put ao it.

        "By-t from to-day you    to draions again," resumed ;four meals, like tor is your e;

        "e must find too," replied I, h a smile.

        "S; said teran.

        ";

        "Genevieve."

        "t-;

        "alking s fear ter or trouble. As long as life aing for you, t airs to learn . And, stay, I am sure t;

        In fact    to open the door.

        "O; tinued ;it is Mot, our portress, anotices I reend to you.

        e in, Mot--e in; e bonny boys to step a mi if we ;

        tress came in, quite delig my linetle of Spanis of    freat occasions. I ext t toro speak. I satentive lybeen t straig on siess.

        As s time, t I o bevalest. t me a ne.

        It o relate minutely all my illo    everydetail stered loud exclamations; tress    my dinner; eacook isfa and ted suongtators.

        As taking tered in urn.

        I could not prevent my    beating as I reized    did o tell me?

        I ed y for o speak; but    doook my    saying a our masters. I could not eainty any longer.

        "And t; asked I, atingly, "aken--terruption to my ;

        "terruption," replied tly.

        " do you mean?"

        "Eacook a sy; all ;

        too mucer so many instances of affe, t restrain my tears.

        to do for ottle seed, and everygrain    forth a whole sheaf. Ah!

        tes tave me. If it is true t t of our follies andour vices, sympation are also ty. Every one of us, sof y, ion, cer, andperma dition.

        Everybody is go me back my floting sun reddens my ains s last rays. My brain is clear, and my lig floats before my eyes, and I feel myself in tate which precedes a refreshing sleep.

        Yonder, opposite t time I    my o eful smile.

        "Adieu, beloved year! ly accused. t    be laid to t but a tract t my road--a ground    seen me enjoy; I    seen me endure.    been to eternity, and be blest, t left me experie memories instead of past time, and gratitude aspayment food offices."
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