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NEW YEARS EVE

        EVERY ma, in every year,    affects al duration. t ude of old observaom of solemnizing our proper birt to ot all about tter, nor uand any t beyond cake and e. But terest too o be pretermitted by king or cobbler. No one ever regarded t of January    is t from ime, and t upon . It is tivity of our on Adam.

        Of all sounds of all bell -- (bells, t b upon    solemn and touc t    a gato a tration of all t    ted in t regretted time. I begin to knos    takes a personal colour; nor    a poetical fligemporary, when he exclaimed

        I sas of ting Year.

        It is no more t in sober sadness every one of us seems to    aaking. I am sure I felt it, and all felt it    niged rato ma an exion at tender regrets for ts predecessor. But I am none of those who -

        ele ting guest.

        I am naturally, beforeies:    . io face tive. I    ceased to s of otone visions and clusions. I enter pell-mell    disappois. I am armour-proof against old discements. I five, or overe in fancy, old adversaries. I play ain for love, as ters p, games, for s as of my life reversed. I er ts of some rived novel. Met is better t I s years,    so passionate a love-adventure s. It ter t our family s legacy,    I s t t t specious ue.

        In a degree be is my infirmity to look back upon t, skipping over tervention of forty years, a man may o love    tation of self-love?

        If I knoive -- and mine is painfully so --     for    identity, to be ligorious * * * addicted to * * * * : averse from sel, aking it, nor    it: -- * * * besides; a stammering buffoon;    on, and spare not: I subscribe to it all, and muc be o lay at    for t "ot; t take leave to c young master -- tle reference, I protest, to tupid cy, as if it    of my parents. I    cry over its patient small-pox at five, and rougs. I    lay its poor fevered    Cs, and    in surprise at tle posture of maternal tenderness , t unkno sopicated. -- I kno some dissembling guardian, presenting a false identity, to give to my unpractised steps, and regulate tone of my moral being!

        t I am fond of indulging, beyond a rospeay be tom of some sickly idiosyncrasy. Or is it oo anot being    o project myself enoug of myself: and o daily urn back upon memory, and adopt my oions seem fantastical to tread out of ted only, I retire, imperable to ridicule, uom cloud of Elia.

        t up,    likely to let slip titution; and t of t by tances of peculiar ceremony. -- In t c seemed to raise y in all around me, never failed t a train of pensive imagery into my fancy. Yet I t it meant, or t of it as a reing t ed me. Not c till ty, never feels practically t al.    indeed, and, if need     not o    Juo our imagination t nos but too poo t ties of my duration, and te at ture of moments a periods, like misers fartion as ten, I set more t upon tual finger upoo pass a;like a le." tap, nor sen table draugality. I care not to be carried ide, t smooto eternity: a at table course of destiny. I am in love ory; tudes, and t security of streets. I    up my taber to stand still at to    to be , as to teration, on t or in lodging, puzzles and disposes me. My    a terrible fixed foot, and are not rooted up    blood. t e of being staggers me.

        Sun, and sky, and breeze, and solitary , and fireside versations, and i vanities, as, and irony itself -- t h life?

        a g laug sides, h him?

        And you, my midnig I part ense delig knoo me, if it e at all, by some a of intuition, and no longer by this familiar process of reading?

        Sing tions o t;s assurance of a look" -- ?

        Iolerable disination to dying -- to give it its mildest name -- does more especially    a me. In a genial August nooering sky, deat problematic. At times do sucality. trong again, as valiant again, as    deal taller. t t nips and ss me in ts of deato tantial,    upon t master feeling; cold, numbness, dreams, perplexity; moonligself, s sral appearances, -- t cold g of ter, like t innutritious one denounced in ticles : -- I am none of he Persian.

        soever ts, or puts me out of my o my mind. All partial evils, like o t capital plague-sore. -- I o life. Suce as a port e; and speak of t arms, in    upon tom! I detest, abe, and (o six-score tao be excused or tolerated, but so be branded, proscribed, and spoken evil of! In no    tion, or more frigive!

        tidotes, prescribed against togeting, like t satisfa    ;lie do; ly coveted ty of suc "so s face appear? " --    me, must Alice --n be a goblin? More t at ti and misbeing familiarities, inscribed upon your ordinary tombstones. Every dead man must take upon o be lecturing me ruism, t "suc sly ; Not so sly, friend, per. In time I am alive. I move about. I am y of tters! t. I survive, a jolly didate for 1821. Anot turn-coat bell, t just noed, es lustily rings in a successor, let us attuo its peal ty, . -

        thE NE YEAR.

        star

        tells us, t far;

        And see w,

        ern .

        ith appear,

        Peeping into ture year,

        ito say,

        t is not good t way.

        ts to see,

        And `gainst ourselves to prophesy;

        ic fear of things

        A more tormenting mischief brings,

        More full of soul-tormenting gall,

        t mischiefs    befall.

        But stay ! but stay! met,

        Better informd by clearer light

        Diss sereneness in t brow,

        t all tracted seemd but now.

        aste,

        And fro;

        But t whis way looks is clear,

        And smiles upon the New-born Year.

        oo from a place so high,

        to his eye;

        And all ts open are

        to t discoverer.

        Yet more and more he smiles upon

        tion.

        or fear

        the influences of a year,

        So smiles upon us t morn,

        And speaks us good so soon as born?

        Plague ont! t was ill enough,

        t but make better proof;

        Or, at t, as we brushrough

        t, woo;

        And t in reason shoud

        Be superexcellently good:

        For t ills (we daily see)

        uity,

        t fortu do fall;

        hal

        Loo support,

        t:

        And whree,

        A repi destiny, [p 32]

        Appears ungrateful in the case,

        As not the good he has.

        t us

        ity brimmers of t;

        Mirtu,

        And renders een Disaster s:

        And turn her back,

        Let us but line ourselves h sack,

        e better s,

        till t Year s.

        ty of t fortify like a cordial; enlarging t, and productive of s blood, and generous spirits, in tion?    noed ? --passed like a cloud -- absorbed in t of clear poetry --    ers!
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