One day Fato ty ry full of ly preserved bet accurately, t looked outside in t s ceristics. tisfied and gave s during ternoon, in ts favorite spots, o Goldmund.

        "In exoon off from your classes, my boy. Youll ion to t, and you    lose anyt. Because knoure is a sce, too—not only your silly grammar."

        Goldmund t    to pick floo make e, ablemaster to let ake ter luncable. It greeted ically; ent, into t for an    of all tself, ts to , tetalked to it, fed it some bread, and started looking for ts. trips of fallo feals and many ripe seed pods stood among es betoo, stood t, yelloalks of Jo; Goldmund began to pick ter    dooo rest. It ant forest, but     to go t far from ts and from ill see from ill to see t again;    t, s small leaves to t to study tiny pin pricks in it.

        Strange, , eactle leaves s oure firmament pricked into it, like a delicate embroidery. range and inpres, even tones, everyto pick    ain days    move at all, and    cure ry io give out t t perime still, for anoten or ty years perill e    y years?

        Oually sad, alt iful. One ks, aain talgic: a star in times it seemed t somet long desired    to    a veil    all; but t passed, not spell unbroken, and in t Daniel, and still one kneill ing and listening.

        y snail    made a faint tinkling sound among tones and cs little croy gullet s s t and a game urrag its tours, caressingly,    pressure, deligment of tangible. One of tages of sc dreamily,    to endency to see and represent all t and o render all matters of tellect s o o t; t tired and drer as ted, s ed on ed and greient.

        From tant forest someone came , ied around blaned summer face. tting man, crustful, sa iptoed closer on naked bro, stood in front of Goldmund and looked at    look dangerous; ly— ed.

        Goldmund opened urning from a forest of dreams. ly; it rangely close, to onis no fear; no danger sars; t onis, a very friendly smile, and sloo smile. ed eacle kiss, and Goldmund remembered ttle girl    t over yet. to play, teased aed, and finally seized    fire to    tient play to teacly, letting ting illing ted, brief joy of love vaulted above    t. Not a ly sroked ime to e to himself. Finally he opened his eyes.

        "You!" ;You! But w;

        "Im Lise," she said.

        "Lise," ed after asting ;Lise, you are s."

        S o o it: "tell me,    time? Did you never love anyone before me?

        ly    up and looked across to the sky.

        "O; ;t do get back."

        "o?"

        "to ter, to Fat;

        "to Mariabronn? Is t    to stay tle longer?"

        "Id like to."

        "ell, stay t;

        "No, t    be rig pick more of t;

        "Do you live in ter?"

        "Yes, Im a student. But Ill not stay to you, Lise? ;

        "I live no    you tell me your name? —A ttle Goldmout;

        "You live now w;

        "If you like, in t onig;

        "O w;

        " you screec;

        "Ive ried."

        "try."

        ried. Sisfied.

        "All rig of ter tonigtle Goldmout;

        "O ;

        It o ter on eaming o find Fat in t himself on a shard of crockery.

        No ant to find Narcissus. ed at table in tory. No, old, Narcissus    be doing day; . Goldmund    in one of tents cells in ter. Goldmund ran t te t a sound. ered softly. t it rictly forbidden made no differenow.

        Narcissus . In t ed face, .    asleep.    Goldmund    speaking,    reproac    stirring, so obviously elseime and    y reizing anding his words.

        "Narcissus! Five me, dear friend, five me for disturbing you. Im not doing it lig you oug to speak to me, but do speak to me, I beg you ."

        Narcissus reflected, ly for a moment as truggling to e awake.

        "Is it necessary?"    voice.

        "Yes, it is necessary. Ive e to say fare;

        "t is necessary. You s    een minutes before t vigil."

        on t down beside him.

        "Please five me!" ily. t, Narcissuss strained face, dra eyes—all turbed his friend.

        "tive. Dont    me; to take leave, you say? Yoing a;

        "Im going t knoell you! Suddenly everyt;

        ";

        "No, notself o me. Im leaving    fat permission. Im bringing s;

        Narcissus looked do e fingers. tlike, truded from t. ted face, but it could be felt ile time, dear friend. tell me only tials, tell me clearly and briefly. Or must I tell you ;

        "You tell me," Goldmund begged.

        "Youve fallen in love, little boy, youve met a ;

        ";

        "Youre making it easy for me. Your dition, amicus meus, s drunkenness called being in love. But speak no;

        timidly Goldmund touched his friends shoulder.

        "You    said it. Altime you didnt say it    accurately. It is altoget. I    in t, and iful ely felt t my moto take me    t t look in t like    it    iful    and    to me. At    kiss I felt somet inside me t    in an exquisite    anguiss t slept ransformed and enced, everytaug a s s I could no longer remain in t for anot falls."

        Narcissus listened and nodded.

        "It ; ;but it is more or less ed. I sen. Ill miss you, amicus. Is t;

        "Yes, if you , please say a o our Abbot, so t    n me pletely. s about me are not indifferent to me. ;

        "I kno;

        "Yes, oer, o time? And—t;

        "For ;

        "For your friendsience, for everytening to me today, rying to ;

        " to    it. —But    ;

        "Yes, Im going ranger— seems; per;

        "ell, all rig do you kno your road remely s? I dont t on oo mucives, a    kind of reception as you t;

        Goldmund leaned against his friend.

        "I kno; ;alt t of it yet. As I told you, I    to me is not my goal, Im going to    Im not going because of , because I ;

        . t so s ructible friendsinued: "Do not t Im pletely blind and naive. No. Im o go, because I feel t it o be, and because someto me today. But Im not imagining t Ill meet    joy and mirt it iful, I    is extremely beautiful to belong to a o give yourself. Dont laug to love a o abandon yourself to o absorb ely and feel absorbed by    is not le. For me it is to life, to leave you! I love you, Narcissus, and t of sleep to me today. I find it o leave you. You    fet me?"

        "Dont make us bot you. You    of you, I expect it. If you are in need some day, e to me, or call to me. Fare;

        kiss roked his hands.

        Nigo tones. Goldmund folloil it vanis ties, and virtues. raordinary, ely puzzling and fusing everyte and frigo o    overflo t ation, devoured by fasting and vigils, crucifying ,    t ing orous obedience, pledging to serve only to bee not a minister verbi divini! tired unto deatenuated,    eo ic,    o till on s of rest bet range and divinely beautiful t tely spiritualized kind.    it odays love in toxicated play of t boter s t moment, terly different and dissimilar ther.

        No do of tar on tired knees, prepared and purified for a nigemplation t permitted    animal games    t. But    Narcissus. It    fo to ttom of tiful, terrifying enigmas and mazes and to say important t t-dark ciful warm young woman wing for him.

        As iptoed arees in tyard and out t beating iions, o smile at t evening    ter once before by t pat;going to t; ed aly afraid ting out on t little forbidden escapade, and today aking far more forbidden, dangerous roads and    afraid, not t ter, t, teachers.

        time to cross    a bridge. ossed to te bank, tream, up to    in ter.

        s returo Narcissus. it lucidity t made    ing nooly elligent, sligening to    a crucial moment, painfully opened o    t time: "You sleep at your mot; I . Your dreams are of girls; mine of boys."

        For an instant    froze. ood tterly alone in t. Beer, a    a o womed.

        But at time    Narcissus o be ioning, superiuide and aoday    ered a try in . It o kno— o say fareo kno    be able to give o be of no o be noto ed from ime, pero his noble eyes no longer.

        ore ony little road. A feer ill, took a deep breattered t an.

        "Like animals o eac;    t came to ernoon. Only no occurred to    no    ter t.    long versations    no seemed, ered a . oday, or for ts; only for Lise, only for te groping and searg.

        Lise    of t to meet    to feel ender, groping , ,     speaking,    asking . rouble keeping up en, so see    eyes,    stumbling,    tripping.    o t, into t, into t less try.    of ter    be of Narcissus.

        Like tes t, sometimes on soft moss upery, sometimes on    ribs. Sometimes t treetops; at otimes te. Brancopped, seldom ated. After a long time tary pi stood far apart. t sky opened    o an end; a meado smell of    ill greater t: no rustling busartled nig, no crag twigs.

        Lise stopped in front of a big ack.

        "ell stay ; she said.

        t doaking deep breat first and enjoying t; ttle tired. tening to tly tired. Playfully    retcraigook deep breat air and t    iced by t and o    joy    ant aiful, trengty of t it gro its desire;    clearly t, time, so be loved differently from t time, t s    to guide and teacime, but ed to    for tack, for ly    treams flo t it alive in b ttle lair into tal, breater of all t night.

        over Lises fad began to kiss le ligcer, more inteurned retc. ce gentle lige . Softly, delig;iful you are!"

        S    up; gently    of it, peeled il s s of tely enraptured, e sill as t doo y    time.
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