Again ig do of violets rose from uen leaves. Goldmund iable eyes drank in ts, tains, to farm, from village to village, from o self over and over, all t o knourned, a different eacime: tony roads, sleeping in t, strolls trailing after bands of young girls ing urning over t sumn, t angry frosts—everyt his eyes.
Muc already ligain ridge ; it gladdeions, desires, and . For several days o to it. No came as a surprise and visual impression firmed and strengtations. trunks and softly s s t , and solitude, ed farm ime. Do beautiful and famous roads in tiful land lay ts sailed to beautiful villages, castles, cloisters, and prosperous to road for days and fear t it er out in a forest or in pato it.
t evening o a beautiful village, ty ed red; trane steps. A fe treet; in every alley and er, s cellar doors for ter; ed cery and did not fet to look food barn for t. But first ed to try ts asked ions and Goldmund told ory of ions. tion and spent tion ood food and day inued s float by; s, and some of tretg bulbs; young girls sang is in the evening.
A young servant girl in a mill pleased tried to get to kno o tay t ers feed and b t and a ride in excravelers did er ter so muc s to ty, the highway became.
In one village ook an evening stroll along trees already in leaf. ter ran quietly, mig sigs of trees; ting ligrees. ting t doo ale; old t ale, made tle, and sted at t poiing beside s. Goldmund y defending finally tund did not trust truce; and , t silver remely tent, glad legs, until te dust from tired, lay do tree, and fell asleep. It ig; a peasant girl anding t ig ip of a cumbled to . ito eaco a sable. togetill ly found i, and to leave her.
t evening er in a cloister, and t m to mass. A t; tone air of t movingly familiar. After mass, rangely moved; nig to unburden , to c moved to fess and purify o be admitted, but most burdened by tor, ors ned back. Oo fession! t of o o do a stiff penance for t sened calmly. Ear and friendly, speaking of damnation.
Relieved, Goldmund stood up, prayed in front of tar as t to leave t; in a side catue t spoke tly and attracted uro it ion. It ely, gently sretc a delicate, girlisiful, so deeply permeated t Goldmund t any t seemed to anding t en seen in dreams and inklings, someten o go; again and again tatue drew him back.
uro leave, tanding behind him.
"Do you find iful?" one.
"Inexpressibly beautiful," said Goldmund.
"ts ; said t. "Ot t soo modern and true and exaggerated. t deal of troversy about it. So you like ion from a beor of our order. Ser Niklaus."
"Master Niklaus? ell me about a magnifit, blessed man ."
"I dont knoation as an artist. Artists usually are no saints, eit ainly is a gifted, imes …"
"O does ;
"You seem pletely fasated o see ;
Goldmund tly. time Goldmund stood before terious statue, it made ache.
t carried ely ent in front of t saintly possessed before, someten mocked or envied in ot; perence o eps. tiful it ive playground, a cozy place to be. No led to ty, to ter. Impatiently oy gates, entered , ig tle is, ts on ts and carriages. s nor carriages, city nor bistered to person ed w know wer Niklaus was.
o a square surrounded by stately ed or decorated ood t in robust, laug as beautiful as tatue in ter c it its calves and stig its bearded co t Goldmund t t er. o t doors, climbed stairs; finally o a squire in a fur-trimmed velvet coat and asked find Master Niklaus. did froldmund y o say merely t old reet on ime Goldmund ood outside ters t ran up to t it e, y and dusty from tered iend ed. For a long time ood outside t go on in a as to leave, ep to tiful blond girl le s flohe back.
t m, after ty er , slapped t from o ters street and k t appeared o lead o ter, but o soften tance, and finally so a small anding t: a bearded, tall man of forty or fifty, Goldmund t. ranger ly w ings.
"Is t all?"
"Master," Goldmund said ed breat;I saer t give me suc love and veioo you. I am not a fearful man, I , sno I am afraid of you. I ic desire, o t of pain."
"And ?"
"to bee your apprentid learn ;
"You are not to I dont like apprentices, and I already ants. s?"
"I s, I e from no in a cloister, il today."
"And ried anyt;
"Ive made many dra I no longer let me tell you . I deal of t about ts ormented me and given me no peace. It ruck me ain sain line recurs in a persons structure, o to t corresponds to ture and temperament of t k s fore. And anotruck me: one nigo for a est pain and t inteasy t;
ter gave tranger a pierg look. "Do you kno;
"Yes, Master, it is trut precisely t I found expressed in your madonna, to my utter deligernation, t is e face, and at time all t, a fire s ts and dreams seemed firmed. Suddenly tely er Niklaus, I beg you , let me learn ;
Niklaus etentively, making a friendlier face.
"Young man," ;you kno art, and it puzzles me t, young as you are, you o say about ecstasy and pain. Id gladly c t look: to speak pleasantly and intelligently toget versation. a man may up and kno t s. You seem to mean simply send you on your all. Did you ever s;
Goldmund found ood up and groo giants. But mention it and said t ried.
"Good. Youll draable; youll find paper and c doake your time, you stay till noon or evening. Per ell me alked enoug;
Goldmund sat io of table. o aplisask. First , ing and silent like an appreudent. ity and love ared toer, o a small clay figure. Attentively udied tern, already sliged artisans t, soberer, mud - in t rated on , Goldmund miook in ters entire figure. t, mig ear searced o a task t many predecessors o enacious, long-lived never-ending ion of t and dedication of many geions. At least t Goldmund read from ters patience, years of study and t modesty, and an aaking, but also faitradi bet extremely sensitive fingers into treated treat tress: lovingly, enderly sion, greedy but distinguisaking and giving, filled also y, masterful and sure as t experience. Goldmund ced admiration. o draer, not been for tradi between fad hands which paralyzed him.
For about an ceadily ist, full of searcs about t of to form inside o bee visible in front of of all, flaradi, alt too bore many lines and recalled many struggles. It greangible, became ay, a iful trolled moutigo tly sad eyes; ted for spirituality; te, distinguis since ure from ter ely hin him.
As t eager, Goldmund cautiously began to draly over t lived in ; ter, ice t sloer looking over at imes. Like a sacrificial ritual ask t o gat t lived in oday. it t, , situde.
Niklaus stepped up to table and said: "Its noon. Im going to eat; you e along. Lets see—did you dra;
epped be t. took t in of ter atioood, it very carefully ern light-blue eyes.
"; er a while.
"My friend, a young monk and sc;
"Fine. as. My assistants arent side ty."
Obediently Goldmund out, found tyard and to ks. er oo iful clot instead of t of stairs—t banister posts—liues, into a beautiful room able iful girl of the evening before.
"Lisbet; ter said, &qu anote. Ive broug. even kno;
Goldmund said his name.
"Goldmund t;
"In a minute, Fat;
Sce, ran out and soourned ils and in silee a little a very ill at ease and apprely, a stately, beautiful figure, almost as tall as s, ely inaccessible as t speak ter, or look at him.
ing, ter said: "Ill rest for o troll around a bit outside. Afteralk."
Goldmund bo. It er said a it. No anot it; ed. go into t to see noo tyard, sat docer trig endlessly from to tone disiny fell, altle air do, t er er days, or Lydias Goldmund, or even ts. t all men, trickled aly, until tist-created images remained unche same.
t fear of deat of all art, per lifes instability, o see t again and again, and ts oo, are transitory and s create pictures as, it is in order to salvage somet dance of deato make somet lasts loer ed or dead, and soon oo, at able—but ill be standing a er ciful, forever smiling h.
er e doairs and ran into ter Niklaus imes Goldmunds dra ant, dry manner: "It is ary for an appreo study at least four years, and for o pay for tices; ter pay ning, titc up. Niklaus c laughe .
"A ?" ;No, young man, you keep yold piece. Listen noold you omarily deals ices. But I am no ordinary master, nor are you an ordinary apprentice. Usually an apprentice begins ices teen or fourteen, fifteen at test, and running errands and playing t. But you are a groo ye, you could long er even. uild ice. Besides, as I told you before, I dont like to keep an apprenti my s ."
Goldmunds impaties peak. Every neful er put enter all seemed disgustingly b aic to ly ;ell me all t to make me your apprentice?"
Firmly ter tinued: "I about your request for an ieo listen to me. I s, but it is beautiful. If it beautiful, I ten about you. t is all I to ist; per is your destiny. But youre too old to bee an apprentice. And only an apprentice er in uild. Noions. But you so give it a try. If you maintain yourself in ty for a ion, no tract, you leave again ry your skill at ot satisfy you?"
Ashamed and moved, Goldmund had heard his words.
"I t," ;I am o keep alive in ty as and t you dont y for me as for a young apprentice. I sider it a great fortuo be alloo learn from you. I ttom of my for doing t;
请记住本书首发域名:966xs.com。966小说手机版阅读网址:wap.966xs.com